I hadn’t seen it

Three years ago, the most frustrating therapist to try to teach up-to-date practice patterns was Pam. I’ll probably never forget her approaching me at the office one day and saying to me, “When you are scheduling these teaching-things, feel free to leave me for last. I’m just here for another few years and the less I have to learn the better.”

. . . .

I taught her the new materials anyway. I was later assigned to meet with her every 2 weeks to review her caseload with her.

Since I have been moved into middle-management, Pam has been calling. A lot. More questions than ever before. It had gotten to the point that everyone screened their calls … everyone accept me. The running joke at the office has been, “Don’t answer it, it might be Pam.”

When my resignation was announced, Pam approached me tearfully, wondering why I was leaving. This (my last) week, she insisted on taking me out for breakfast; I had a cinnamon bagel with butter and black tea. She was even kind enough to give me a card, which I thought was nice. In it she wrote:

Thanks for all your help and encouragement. You made me a better PT. I will miss you.

I don’t know that it mattered, but it turns out that I had made a small difference.

I needed to resign to see it.